Have you ever tried to find a loaf of bread at the supermarket that didn’t have an ingredients list a mile long? That didn’t cost a fortune? Well, if you have, you know that it’s impossible. And for a family on a tight budget like ours, weekly trips to a bakery for fresh, wholesome bread are not feasible (wouldn’t it be nice?)

My solution to this problem was to start baking our own bread. I started out with NO bread making experience, and over the last two years or so, I have tried, failed, learned, tried again, experimented, and at last, I think I have finally figured this whole bread thing out! So to spare you all the misshapen, brick-like loaves that I had to go through to get here, I decided I would put together a little bread making 101 tutorial. My goals were to come up with a recipe that provided consistent results, didn’t call for any weird specialty ingredients, and was as close to 100% whole grain as possible without being a brick. It was surprisingly hard to find recipes that fit that criteria! I also wanted to streamline my process so that I didn’t have to spend all afternoon cleaning up after I bake bread. I tried sourdoughs (too much maintenance), no-knead recipes (too messy and inconsistant) and about a bazillion 100% whole wheat recipes. Most of those called for vital wheat gluten, which is hard to find, expensive, and well, wierd. Not to mention that the loaves still they turned out dense, heavy, and too crumbly to slice. I tried several other recipes that used half whole wheat and half white flour, and some of them were pretty good, except that I am really trying to reduce the amount of white flour that we eat so I felt really guilty that our bread was still half refined flour. Finally, I came across one that has just enough white flour to get the dough consistency right, but not so much that I feel guilty using it. After some tweaking and testing and fiddling with the original, here is my version:

Jodean’s (almost) whole-wheat bread with cornmeal and flax seeds

  • 1 and 1/4 cup warm water
  • 1 and 1/2 tsp yeast
  • 2 Tbs. molasses or honey
  • 2 Tbs. soft butter
  • scant 1/2 cup cornmeal or polenta (adds a nice texture)
  • scant 1/2 cup unbleached white flour
  • 2 Tbs milled flax seeds (completely optional, but adds a nice healthy touch)
  • 3 cups whole wheat flour (reserve 1/2 cup to gradually add as you knead)
  • 1 and 1/2 tsp salt

I will try to write the directions with the assumption that you have no bread baking experience, so if you do, just bear with me:)

Start with a large, wide mixing bowl (one big enough to knead in so there is less clean-up:) and add a generous 1 1/4 cup warm water. I use tap water that is just almost  to hot to the touch, but if you are really persnickity, you can measure the temp. It should be about 110-115 degrees. Dissolve the yeast into the water, and add the molasses and butter. Dump in your flours  (all but the last 1/2 cup or so! we will add that gradually later as we knead the dough to ensure a perfect consistency) and flax seeds, if desired, and then sprinkle the salt over top of the dry ingredients before you start mixing. (you don’t want the salt to directly touch the yeast too soon, or it will kill it). Mix the dough together until combined, then cover the bowl and let it rest for a few minutes while you put away your supplies and tidy up. Letting the dough rest for 10 minutes or so seems to make it MUCH easier to knead!

Now you are ready to knead your dough! Don’t worry, it isn’t as bad as people make it out to be. Honestly, I had a bread machine for a while, and never used it because 1. the bread always fell and turned hard as a rock, and 2. kneading is actually kind of fun to me and doesn’t take that much time. It also doesn’t have to be a mess if you follow my advice and use a big, wide bowl for mixing AND kneading the dough instead of turning it out on the counter.

Okay, get in there with your hands and start folding the dough over on itself repeatedly. That’s all there is too it. Remember that last 1/2 cup of flour I had you save back? Now is the time to start adding it gradually if your dough seems too sticky. It may take a couple of loaves until you start to get a feel for the proper consistency, but don’t worry, it will come. (This is the main reason I prefer to knead the dough by hand rather than use a machine or n0-knead recipe- the consistency is the KEY to a good loaf of bread, and you just can’t tell until you get in there with your bare hands!) The best way to describe the proper consistency is tacky to the touch, but not so sticky that it is difficult to knead and sticks to the bowl/your hands very much. If the dough feels hard or stiff, or if there is a lot of flour still on the sides of the bowl that you can’t work in, you probably need to add a little water. I have found that whole wheat recipes tend to rise better if the dough is a little more sticky than for a normal white flour loaf, and that it is better to err on the side of stickiness. Dry dough just won’t rise.

As you knead, the dough should eventually start to form a fairly smooth, round ball without any lumps. I usually knead about ten minutes or so. Since your dough is in a nice wide mixing bowl instead of on the counter, you can take it with you watch tv or something while you knead:)

First Rise: Leave your dough in that same big bowl and cover it (mine is a Tupperware with a lid, but you can also use cling wrap) and put it in a warm place to rise. I have an electric oven, and I like to turn the oven on for just a few seconds, then turn it OFF and put the bowl inside to rise. Sometimes I also turn on the little lightbulb in there to warm it as well. This is the first rise, and the dough will need to sit for about one and a half to two hours until it has approximately doubled in size. The time is not as important as the size. If it doesn’t look like it has risen enough, let it sit a bit longer!

Second Rise: Once the dough has doubled, punch it down. Now form it into a log-shape and place it in a greased bread pan. Cover the dough with a towel and return it to your warm place to rise for another 30 minutes to one hour, or until it has risen up over the top of the pan a couple of inches. Now is time to preheat your oven to 350, and (optional) brush the top of the loaf with milk and sprinkle with oats or seeds for a decorative touch.

Once the oven has heated, bake the loaf for approximately 45 minutes or until it is deeply golden on top (if it is browning too fast, try lowering the rack in your oven). Let it cool a few minutes in the pan before you try to remove it, then enjoy! It is soooo good warm with a little butter, but it will slice better if you let it cool first.  It is best if used within a couple of days since there are no preservatives in it, but even if it is a little dried out, it makes wonderful toast, french toast, or grilled cheese.

Hope this little tutorial encourages you to get the kitchen and try baking your own bread. It is wonderfully satisfying to feed your family food that you prepared with your own hands, not to mention it just tastes better.

Happy bread making!

Munchkin can’t wait to get his hands on some of mommy’s fresh-baked bread!

01.25.10

I was working on a bottomless pile of  laundry this morning when I heard some babbling from the baby’s room. I peeked around the corner and saw my little Munchkin “reading” his books. I still had a lot of laundry to fold, the floors to mop, vacuuming to be done, the breakfast dishes to be washed, the cat litter box to change…. but instead, I stood there and watched my little man. And wondered when he changed from a baby to a toddler. Those other things can wait. This is what is important.

I love those little moments that remind me to slow down and enjoy life.

And then I ran and grabbed my camera:)

Lots going on the past few weeks, so here are the highlights:

  • We went up to SD for a few days last week to see my family. My little brother was home on leave from Japan where he is stationed, so we decided to take advantage of the opportunity so that he could meet Munchkin for the first time. We had a blast playing in the snow!
  • Munchkin took his first steps last Wednesday! He’s up to 9 now, and going. Look out, world!
  • Stephen started a new job! It doesn’t quite pay what his old one did, but there are a lot of things more important than money. It is a great learning experience and he seems to really enjoy it so far, and that is what really matters (despite what so people might tell you!).
  • I just had my 27th birthday this week, and it was lovely. I fixed a delicious dinner of Vietnamese fried fish with rice noodles and stir-fried veggies, and spent the evening home with my two favorite guys. What could be better than that?

P365  Highlights:

01.11.10 “Patchwork” This is my new FAV picture of Munchkin!

01.15.10 “Perfect Pie” Baking at Grandma’s house. Yum!!!

“Grandma Snuggles” Not a P365 pic, but I wanted to post it anyway! This is my Mom with Munchkin.

I am not used to having another shutterbug around! My brother, Ross.

01.17.10 “Dune” Drifted snow on the SD prairie

Hopping the fence. Yes, that is the TOP wire (the fence was completely covered in some areas)

01.18.10 “Iowa Fog” taken on the drive home.

01.21.10 “Lillian”

01.22.10 “My Cowboy” Isn’t he cute????

01.23.10 “Puppets” Mom gave me a book on knitted finger puppets for my birthday. Yes, that is Lillian on the left:)

I have really been good about keeping up with my P365 pics so far this year! (you can see the rest over at flickr) I have been having a lot of fun with it, and I have only cheated once (shhh!!!!)




01.04.10 brrrrr!!!!

Originally uploaded by ultramarineblue

I started this scarf last winter and just finally got around to finishing it (all that was left was blocking and weaving in ends… my LEAST favorite part!) just the other day. Not a moment too soon… this morning we woke up to a beautiful blanket of white snow! What a perfect chance to try it out.

Pattern: Pfeiffer Falls hooded scarf from the winter 2009 issue of Interweave knits

Yarn: Natural fisherman’s wool from Hobby Lobby. They don’t carry it anymore:( but I at least have enough for a matching pair of mittens or something.

Here are a few more pictures:

Spent the day investigating private health insurance options when COBRA finally exceeded my suckiness threshold.

But wait, one of my resolutions was to be more thankful this year. Let’s give this a try:

  • Thank you, COBRA insurance company, for being so affordable. I mean, what unemployed family couldn’t drop over $900 a month, right?
  • Thank you also for making sure that I never have to talk to an actual human being when I attempt to call you. I never much cared for humans anyways…
  • Thank you, government, for making it so easy to apply for the new COBRA premium reduction that was recently passed. We have only had to request it about three times so far. We still haven’t recieved it, but I’m sure you’re getting around to it.
  • A big thanks to a certain ALuminum COmpAny, who shall remain nameless, for waiting until right before the holidays to lay off employees. Who doesn’t want to spend their baby’s first Christmas laid off? Besides, the holidays have made extra certain that we never have to talk to humans on the phone, which is a plus.
  • Oh, and the fact that I have to cancel the appointment I have waited several months to get with my Endocrinologist, well that’s just icing on the cake.

I feel a bit better now.

In all seriousness though, I do thank God that we are for the most part a very healthy family. I can’t imagine what we would do if we were not. According to my preliminary searching, there are at least some relatively affordable HSA’s available to healthy families looking for private insurance. The deductibles are high, (thus the affordable premiums) but fortunately we have an emergency savings account for those just-in-case moments.

Two years ago, I started a project called Project 365. The intent was to take a picture every day for an entire year. The goal was not only to document my daily life, but to improve my photo taking skills and creativity as well. I made it about halfway through the year and was loving it, but unfortunately life got busy and I didn’t stick with it. Last year, rather than commit to a picture each day, I just did one a week  (you can see the full set of pictures here) of Munchkin as he grew throughout the year. I cheated a couple of times (shhh!) but I finished. It is so neat to look back and she how he changed from week to week!

 This year I think I am ready to tackle Project 365 again, hopefully with better results. Here we go with picture #1:

“01.01.10 Munchkin Bits”

I probably won’t post every picture to my blog. Maybe just weekly updates or some of my favorites. You can keep up with the rest on flickr if you wish. Anyone else up for the challenge???

Wow. Another year has flown by, and what an amazing year it has been! I can hardly believe that this time last year we were still waiting to become parents. Now I can’t imagine our lives without Munchkin. He is such a joy and a blessing!

At 10 months, his little personality is really starting to blossom. He jabbers constantly, and although he only knows a few words (mama, papa, kitty), he loves to try to imitate conversation. He really picks up on the tone of voice we are using and incorporates the tones into his babble remarkably well. Sometimes he will wake up at night or after a nap and I’ll find him in his crib jabbering to his stuffed monkey.  Oh, and “kitty” has come to mean  even remotely fuzzy. Cats, dogs, stuffed animals, even dad’s hair are all “kitties.”

Munchkin also loves music and dancing. And he cracks himself (and us) up all the time with his dancing. He thinks he is sooo funny! He eats EVERYTHING! (even things that aren’t meant to be eaten) There is nothing picky about this boy at all, although he is particularly fond of peas and cheerios right now. He gives super-slobbery kisses and big hugs. He can stand really well unsupported, and will walk all over the place as long as he has a hand on the wall, the furniture, etc… I’m sure he could walk on his own if he really wanted to because he really isn’t bearing any weight on the hand, but he’s just too chicken to let go:) And that smile! It continues to melt my heart every day:)

We had a wonderful Christmas, but it will sure be nice to get back into our routine around here now that the holidays are past. Munchkin has been sleeping so well at night lately, but I’m afraid it is just because he is sooo worn out!

We spent Christmas Eve with my husband’s family, then woke up to a beautiful blanket of white on Christmas morning. White Christmases are a rarity around here, so it was extra-special to wake up to the snow on Munchkin’s first Christmas. With the slick road conditions, we decided to spend the morning at home with just the three of us instead of rushing out for more family visits. It was sooo nice and relaxing! We had a nice breakfast together, read the Christmas Story, watched a movie and enjoyed some hot tea. Munchkin wasn’t really up to playing in the snow (and who could blame him with the temperature at a chilly 18 degrees!) so we came back inside and he opened the few presents that we got for him: a handmade puppy from me and a partially restored Radio Flyer wagon from Stephen, plus a little bicycle helmet. Nothing excited him more, however, than the new Elmo toothbrush in his stocking. He carried that thing around all morning!

Once the roads had cleared, it was back to the Christmas rush. We drove out to Mountain Home where Stephen’s aunt has her “cabin” by the White River to spend time with the other side of the family. When we arrived home the next evening, It was another rush to pack for a trip to Branson as chaperones for a 3-day youth trip. Poor Munchkin was so worn out by this time that he slept through the entire Skillet concert!

Finally we are home and unpacked, and the laundry is caught up. Finally we can relax a little and look forward to a brand new year!

Well, I did it! Even with all the last-minute holiday stuff and  a nasty cold to boot, I managed to finish the 12 days of kindness! I am so glad that I decided to do it! It was actually kind of challenging at first to make a conscious effort to do something for someone else each day, but it got easier. It also really forced me to focus on the true meaning of giving this season. Hopefully it was also an inspiration. If we could all make these small acts of kindness a part of our daily lives, how much better would this world be?

Saturday (day 10) was a sort of anonymous thing that doesn’t need blogged about. Day 11 was really special, as we were able to pass along a blessing that was extended to us seven years ago. When Stephen and I were first married, a friend of ours paid for us to go through Dave Ramsey’s Financial Peace course (Thanks, Tim!). We were both already fairly responsible with our finances, but there were a lot things we just didn’t know much about. We implemented several of the things we learned in the class, and it has changed our lives. Really changed our lives. We didn’t even realize how much the course had impacted our lives until three weeks ago when Stephen was laid off from his job. Because of the decisions we have made over the past seven years, we have an emergency fund that will last us almost a year if it has too (hopefully it won’t!). Of course, there is a certain amount of panic that inevitably comes along with losing a job, (like healthcare….all I can say is WOW, Cobra SUCKS!) and of course our budget has been slimmed way down, but there is SO much peace in knowing that we were as prepared as we could be. Anyways, back to day 11… some friends of ours got married on Sunday, and it just so happened that we had a Financial Peace membership kit lying around from the last time we taught the class (we accidentally ordered an extra). We were planning  just to order one less kit for the next class so that we could recoup the cost, but decided that we would pass the blessing on instead by helping another couple get off to a great financial start. Best of luck, Sharon and Kyle!

The last day of the 12 Days of Kindness challenge also happened to be our 7th wedding anniversary, so I decided to reserve my act of kindness for the day for my wonderful husband, Stephen. He has always been such a strong rock for our family, and I am blessed beyond measure to have him in my life. I know that the last few weeks have been extra-stressful for him because he takes the role of providing for our family financially so seriously, so I let his sleep in (well, as much as one can sleep in with a blanket-hogging, squirming 10 month old in the bed!) and got up early to fix a special breakfast for him. Stephen, I love you so much!

* A big thanks to all of you who stopped by my etsy site! Because of you, I was able to give a goat to Heifer International this Christmas!

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